Not for glory, fame, recognition or gods

12/23/03

"Remember 11/12/03"

"I have been thinking[wondering]... If I can accept the fact that there is no point to life[?]. If I can move beyond this point is something heave on my mind. And if I could ever get past it, what would I do to motivate myself to try and make an impact on my environment? Because if there is truly no point, then all we can do is try to comfort each other to the end. Because we will all have to face the day when the lights will go out forever. And will the picture show before your last breath please you? Or cause you pain? Because that's all you got. All you can do before you die is face your metaphorical demons and try to help the others around you weth theirs. We are each other's only comfort, so the value of it is priceless. And so this is the only way I could impassion myself to make a difference. Not for glory, and not for fame and recognition [and sure as hell not for gods]."