Life is a fucking whirlwind. That's a good thing at times- this time it's got me feeling really dizzy and...well... on the verge of laughing. I'm high on on it, though I know the low will soon be here. The most amazing girl is sleeping in my bed upstairs, and I'm sitting here listening to The Stylistics- eighteen with a bullet. (You should go pirate that song...really, you should.) And so I'm asking myself, what I'm doing here writing when I could go make love to my girl (aside from living with my religious folks right now and she's suffering from a migrane)? I want her to be the one so bad, and I know she could make me happier later in my life than she even does right now, which I never knew a girl could make me more happy in my future. My life seems to be coming together. I'm content with almost every aspect except the fact that Dana is leaving for North Carolina for pre-med. She is my everything, and without her all this other shit means absolutely nothing. It's all so sucky... shit...lol. God this sucks. Everything is falling apart, and it's so depressing, but for some reason all I can do is laugh. I guess I'll spend all my time studying my flight school shit and listening to my roommate and his girl humping...ick... Well, such is life.
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