On Kayla's profile:


JaKFalcon777: Ahh Kayla... You are a most interesting specimen of female you know that?
LiveTheMusic87: i did not know that
LiveTheMusic87: but it made me smile :-)


You know... I used to make her smile. I used to do that. I was the guy she'd talk to when shit wasn't going right. Now she talks to other guys because I'm the shit that didn't go right. If only I didn't follow along with her desire to be held, kissed and loved, a desire that was destined to fade, and leave me separated from any good friendship that could have been. I fucking hate not talking to her daily. I'd give up my left nut just to be able to talk to her... I thought I could keep it all together. I knew better, I knew different. I'm drowning here. Fucking drowning. I don't have much left, nothing salvaged, and fuck it, it's all my fault.