Lahiam? Mozeltoff? uh oh....

I know better than to be interested in someone that is going to leave... and who will never really fall for me anyhow. So why am I getting that feeling that I might up and go for her in spite of the impending evidence that I will go down in a smoking ball of flames? I mean, she's a crazy redheaded Jewish girl who rock climbs and tries to teach me Hebrew. You know that is a disaster waiting to happen. I'm not sure why, but it is. That and it involves this messed up love triangle that makes my skin crawl just a bit. There are other things that should be impeding progress, but they don't seem to be working as they should. I just won't get into them. It's just a bad idea. I need to somehow curb myself a bit.