I keep hearing 'Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky'. The candle flickers on my night stand and I realize as time fades into a non-existant continueum of nothing, slowly but surely, I'm nearing my end. I have so much passion, but what or who for? The question fades as alcohol permeates my body. I feel life drain from my finger tips. I'm swinging ever so close to rock bottom. I have foolishly tried to grasp onto something...somone...and now I feel like it has only helped my descent. The song that eases me down into my bed of darkness is on repeat. I have 12 different versions of it. I realize this moment will be gone soon, too. And it will have no significance on anything.
The bottle's empty. I need some more. A cigarette to drain more of this existance will do as well.
I'm drunk.
Nothing's left.
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