Saturday, April 23, 2005

Children

People are fucking children when it comes to relationships. I can't believe that I allowed Hannah to blind me in a way that has kept me from seeing that she is imature, has no experience in adult relationships, and has no concept of how they should work, nore the ability/desire to carry one out. I a fucking fed up with her, and I really just want to wash my hands clean of this juvinile mess. Now I remember why I dated older women. The only other girl I've dated this young actually decided that she was a dike, and had been one for a long time, and so left me. I need a stable, mature, commited woman that shows resposibility, understanding, experience, and all the other qualities that are required for a relationship. Hannah doesn't even understand what love is. Or anything else she experiences. She just floats in the wind, afraid to grow up, afraid to grow, change, or mature, not questioning life, herself, her beliefs... the longer I know her, the more she becomes a child in my mind. I'm not amused by this shit anymore. Hannah, your antics are no longer welcome in my life.

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