downward spiral

I'm going to fuck up my emotions...I know it. I'm going to fall hard. And the ground won't be forgiving. I hope I can keep on keepin' on. I've never known such a sweetie who's so sensually attractive, who's lips have more joy in them for me than other girls' whole bodies. She is a taste of heaven. Fuck...here it goes again. The big up and then the inevitable
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n fall.