It's just one of those days... I fucking swear to god that I'm going to lose it. I am so sick of this pile of shit that I live in. I want to break something. I want to destroy something beautiful. I want to torch the earth. I've had enough, and now I'm fucking pissed. I'm going to do shit for me and me only now, and everyone is going to fucking like it. I've bent over the chair and kindly taken it up the ass for too long, and nobody bloody appreciates it. SO FUCK IT. Shit, I am about to snap.
I'm so tired. Wow. I'm so damn tired. My bones hurt, my mind aches, and my eyes burn. My spirit is sinking quickly like stone, and my heart is becoming stone. I'm so unappreciated... I try so hard, and I do every thing for other people, and when I think about myself for just a damn moment....well....that is just obsurd. I am about beyond my days of bending over backwards for others. It's about time to think of yours truly.
God I'm tired..........
I'm going to collapse...
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