sloshed

Dude... I'm sloshed. I've had a reality check about...2 hours ago. Can't explain it, and won't explain it. But I considered my relational prospects; I'm right where I need/want to be. But it's hard being so young and so grooved into what I have. There's no future change. And while I know that's what I want for the future, it's a tough thing at split moments. And then it's so easy, because love is such a strong bond. But then again I'm drunk and emotional. I sit here and I drink. I sit here and I write. I sit here and I listen to music. oh well...