doubts

Somehow my doubt is starting to dissipate. Whether it's due to just having the best sex in my life, or that I know we love each other so much, or something else, is of little importance. I'd follow her anywhere, all she has to do is ask. The painful part is she won't. She knows she can't do that, and I know she can't too. So I cross my fingers and hope she can be faithful, even thousands of miles away.