She tears me apart!! I love her yet she rips me a new one....
I'm finding out that my life is without a shred of meaning without the girl I care about, and the patheticness of this fact shames me. But I can't control who I love, and it's very fucking obvious I can't control who loves me. Finding out that my girlfriend (up 'till this last Monday) doesn't even have an ounce of romantic attraction to me (she faked it well then..) made me realize that I just don't have a damn clue about the fem-kind in general. I can't understand how she can find me good looking, a great friend, and yet not feel anything anymore. She says in one sentence that maybe we might have something in the future, and in the next she contradicts it. I'm about half sick of this type of shit happening to me. About half sick of it. I'm thinking I should forget the relationships and start looking for something to poke (god that sounds ...un dignified and un classy. I love it.) The ending to this last one is so messy, and so ugly I'm not going to even try to finish explaining it. I have decided that women are evil. At least the ones I know. Blood sucking vampires.........
Apparently I'm not alone in this type of thinking
This is an excellent guide to all the evilness *they* possess. Don't be caught unaware like I was. Pain and eternal anguish shall soon follow.
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